This person I am...

I don’t want to be brave.

I don’t want to be inspiring.

I don’t want to be strong.

I don’t want to have to be this person I have to be…

This person I am

This person who doesn’t have a choice

But to be strong

To be courageous

I want to breakdown

I want to say f*ck it all

I want to eat my pain away

I want a magic wand to wave

And all this shit to go away

Tomorrow is the day – brain surgery

I can’t say I am not scared

I can’t say I can make heads or tails out of this whole situation

I can’t say I am ok